here i express myself

relink!

2008-07-08T19:08:00.001+08:00

RELINK PRETTY PRETTY PLEASE :D
or i'll ~~BITE~~

http://love-aivilo.livejournal.com/

127. one last paper!

2008-02-21T14:23:00.002+08:00

MY LAST AND FINAL PAPER! TOMORROW IS THE DAY!
My last day of school. last day im gonna be a year 1, fresh-WOMAN!
last day im gona spent with TB-23.

I will still praise you during times of failures & difficulties.

124. BAHHH

2008-02-09T00:41:00.000+08:00

during common test period, i complained that i have so much to study. when i only have 4 chaps to memorise.
NOW!
when i have 8 chaps, realise the first 4 chaps, are so easy to memorise!

why did i complain?

SUJU&DBSK FIGHTING!

118. that step of faith

2008-01-19T23:14:00.000+08:00

IGNITE CONFERENCE WAS A BLAST!
even though its just the second night! expecting more for tmr's sermon! i know its gonna even more impactful!

its all about reaching out to my school, ngee ann poly!
WELCOME JESUS INTO NGEE ANN POLYTECHNIC!
but it can be done only when i take that step of faith to spread the gospel, and God will work mightily! Its their choice to say yes/no. Be patient and continuing praying.

I realise my school is certainly the best place to share the good news of jesus christ, the lord&saviour! other than my family members, my schoolmates are the second people whom i get to see almost everyday!

LIFE'S TOO SHORT TO BE QUIET!

ON HIATUS

2008-01-13T00:50:00.000+08:00

~~THIS IS WHAT I SAW FROM A PERSON I THOUGHT WHO WLL ALWAYS REMAIN FAITHFUL.~~
GOD'S PROVISON SUCKS BIG TIME
WHAT ELSE CAN I SAY?
IT WAS BECAUSE OF HIM, I FEEL THAT IT IS SO TRUE. NOW EVEN THE ONE WHOM I TRUSTED SO MUCH THAT HE WILL BE TRUE TO GOD, TURNED AWAY.

TAKING A BREAK!

EVERYTHING IS FINE NOW!
I GOT MY DANSON MOVIE BOOK WITH SIGNATURE ON IT+MY NAME!

115. mini dbsk is fonna be future heartbreakers

2008-01-10T21:46:00.001+08:00

presenting to you MINI DBSK
missing little hero jaejoong ):

Kang--Chanhee
mini yoochun

Moonbin

mini yunho

Kim Inhwan
mini xiah junsu

Han Donghoon
mini chnagmin

114. all or nothing.

2008-01-08T20:53:00.000+08:00

good or bad.
everything has come to the past.
why not look forward to tomorrow.
though it seems to be filled with uncertainties.
but still i wait patiently for tomorrow to come, and that something great is gonna happen(:

assignments are piling up. dateline for projects are nearing. exams in 6 weeks time. i am sure that this term will be so busy that it will pass so quickly.
just a blink of eye, i am in year 2. but provided i pass my finals.
wish me luck.

113. everything has gone to the past!

2008-01-04T21:12:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUM(:

LIFE'S HECTIC
1 month plus before my FINALS! lets make it sound nicer and less stressful. 7 weeks to holidays(:

Cassiopeia
is what DBSK/TVXQ call their fans. and it sounds not only nice, and the meaning to it, is really sweet!
quoted from AsianFanatics Forum by Aspire
Cassiopeia is actually a name of a constellation (Xian Hou Zuo). If you trace the letters 'TVfXQ' on your keyboard, it forms the shape of the constellation. Also, the constellation consists of five major stars, which represent each of the DBSK members.

112, do not wish to rely on my emotions

2008-01-02T11:47:00.000+08:00

start of the year.
it did not start off well for me.

whatever i've done in 2007, i recieved my punishment on the first day of the year.
CAGED. is the only word that will describe my punishment.

above all this. i shed tears the whole day. i thought through whatever i did in 2007. i do admit i was wrong.
though its not what i want. but still, i do not wish to rely on my emotions, on how i feel to live my life.
i need to learn how to rely more on God, not my friends or emotions.
Maybe all these is a start for me to learn, realize my mistake and to change, with God's help, not with my own strength.

i lost everything. and now im in search of the new me

school term started.
exams in 6 weeks time.

111. HAPPY NEW YEAR(:

2008-01-01T20:40:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE ON THIS HUMAN PLANET EARTH!

have a nice year ahead(:

its been good and bad. teach me how to honour them.
i tried, i failed!

111.

2007-12-30T13:37:00.000+08:00

camwhoring(: i love suyin(:

2007 is coming to an end in 2 days time! and we'll be leaping over to the leap year! the year of 2008!
and im awaiting it, full of expectations! expecting God's will for me, how my life gonna change! it will be another fruitful year!

2008 resolution
1. at least 1 friend who willreally surrender their life to GOD.
2. STUDY !
3. my life to be changed like never before(:

HEART OF WORSHIP

When the music fades and all is stripped away

And I simply come

Longing just to bring something that's of worth

That will bless Your heart

I'll bring You more than a song

For a song in itself

Is not what You have required

You search much deeper within

Through the way things appear

You're looking into my heart

I'm coming back to the heart of worship

And it's all about You

All about You, Jesus

I'm sorry, Lord, for the things I've made it

When it's all about You

All about You, Jesus

King of endless worth, no one could express

How much You deserve

Though I'm weak and poor, all I have is Yours

Every single breath

109. Merry Christmas(:

2007-12-25T14:38:00.000+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS

i've waited for this season eversince christmas ended last year!
hmm, so its like 1 year!
indeed i must say, christmas is the only festive season i loved and enjoy myself.
not chinese new year or others.

but this year christmas was really different compared to the previous years!
first ever christmas that i spent eversince God came to my life. and it makes a whole lot of diference. But all those difference was of GOOD ONES! changed for the better.

okay, rushing off to meet my secondaryKUKUs<333

108

2007-12-24T00:19:00.000+08:00

YESTERDAY NIGHT CHRISTMAS BASH WAS A BLAST!

but i was suffering bad headaches!

but above all these, i see many accepted christ!

PRAISE THE LORD!

i totally agree with what fiona's blog wrote

the best christmas gift, is accepting christ into your life!

For God so loved the world that He gave his One and Only Son, that whoever believes in Him shall not perish but have eternal life

John 3:16

Since Jesus died for us to wash away our sins, why not live for Him!

God changed my life alot, eversince he came to my LIFE! i was never the same again!

TO KNOW YOUR NAME

The precious blood of Jesus Christ redeems

forgiven I’m alive, restored set free

Your majesty resides inside of me

forever I believe

arrested by your truth and righteousness

your grace has overwhelmed my brokenness

convicted by your spirit

led by your word

your love will never fail

Cause I know you gave

The world your only son for us

To know your name

To live within the saviours love

And he took my place

Knowing he’d be crucified

And you loved

You loved

People undeserving!

Happy 17th birthday to ONG KAIXIN

hope you'll enjoy this day(:

106. PASSION ONCE AGAIN(:

2007-12-20T17:00:00.000+08:00

back from YI camp!
what can i say, one word to describe, AWESOME.
God's movement was so strong in sermon, i never felt that way before.
i feel so touched.

and yeaps, of course miracles did happen in church!
1. accidents do happen, people fell and others. noel fell down and hurt his eyes, was sent to hospital. def. we prayed for him, and yepps he was healed. he came back at night!
-round of applause for GOD-

2. as you know recently, singapore is raining pratically everyday! even during our camp.
during our war games held at bishan park, open space and stuff. expected that we saw dark clouds, it started to drizzle abit. we prayed for good weather, and God just seems to answer all our prayers! the drizzle just stopped! God created everything on this earth, and of course he has the control over it! AMEN.

Camp site was at RJC! blue tribe is the tribe im in!
though its consist of mostly girls, unlike the other trbes, but hey! during war games, we won okay! dont lok down on girls!
GIRL POWER!

thats it. off tosleeep.
I SO SO LOVE GOD!
xmas bash is coming, and i know its gonna be a event where God gonna work so greatly!

104. COMMON TEST IS OVER!

2007-12-14T21:27:00.000+08:00

COMMON TEST IS OVER!
and im a happy girl once again(:

YI CAMP and CHRISTMAS BASH!(((:
holidays is packed with activites!

blah! i dunno what to wear for xmas bash!
smart casual! and im so not gonna wear a dress!
never in my life i will wear a dress! BLAH!

102. computers!

2007-12-13T01:59:00.001+08:00

BLAH~
2am now, and im stil writing my notes for Computer Information Process. or call it CIP in short!
its making me freak out!

and i totally love what james msn nick, Computers... cant we just use them and not learn and understand them? I aint gonna date a PC anyway!

it makes sense! i practically dont see myself talking to my own laptop! BLAH!

i know i shouldnt RANT! but i cant help it.
its killing my brain cells which are meant for better things!
BLAH.

AT THE CROSS
Oh Lord, you searched me
You know my ways
Even when i fail you
I KNOW YOU LOVE ME

Your Holy Presence
Surrounding me
In every season
I KNOW YOU LOVE ME

At the cross i bow my knee
where YOUR BLOOD WAS SHED FOR ME
there's NO GREATER LOVE THAN THIS
You have overcome the grave
Your glory fills the highest place
what can separate me now

You go before me
You shield my way
Your hand upholds me
I KNOW YOU LOVE ME

At the cross i bow my knee
where YOUR BLOOD WAS SHED FOR ME
there's NO GREATER LOVE THAN THIS
You have overcome the grave
Your glory fills the highest place
what can separate me now

You tore the veil
You made a way
When You said that it is done

And when the earth fails
falls from my eyes
You stand before me
I KNOW YOU LOVE

101

2007-12-09T13:50:00.000+08:00

Therefore go and make disciples of all nations.

matthew 28: 19

100. my 100th post!

2007-11-20T09:08:00.001+08:00

13 DAYS of not updating my blog!
what a record.
anyway. ytd was totally horrible.
nvm

but im still happy that on saturday kokseng accepted christ!
<3333333333

thats it! POOF!

99. im so not in the mood to do anything.

2007-11-07T12:03:00.000+08:00

im reflecting.
reflecting on what?

my classmate should know i will always go on forum everyday.its like almost my daily life.
until ytd. i totally dont understand my tutorials, and i realise i've not been paying attention in class, lectures. i've not been doing tutorials.
and yes, what comes first in mylife, i've been thinking for the whole night.
did i put GOD first in everything i do?

maybe its time for me to get right with my priorities.

happy birthday to fengling(:

2007-11-01T22:51:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO FENGLING((((:

hope you like that surprise from us, and the smashing of cake. wooots, how nice(:
and thankyou for defaming me in your blog(:
ROAR!

i ordered my fahreheit GONGZAIS(:

everything is possible in GOD

2007-10-30T19:34:00.000+08:00

big thankyou to mavis leow for giving me the youtube link! ((:

and after watching the video.

NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBL WHEN GOD IS IN YOUR SIDE.
I'LL GIVE HIM ALL THE GLORY HE DESERVES
AND GIVE THANKS TO EVERYTHING HE HAS DONE IN MY LIFE(:

For nothing is impossible with God
Luke 1:37

Then Jesus said, "Did I not tell you that if you believed,you would see the glory of God?"
John11:40

96. OMG!

2007-10-28T16:07:00.000+08:00

anyway. TENNIS WAS REALLY FUN AND I LOVE IT<33

i like the feeling of how the racket hit against the tennis ball..

im so gonna improve my tennis skill!

fahrenheit came ytd to attend 933 hits awards! so many people in AF went to see.

i so wanna see fahrenheit can!

fans meeting also.

ahh! im so going to their concert next year! prays and hope it doesnt fall on a saturday!

damn i dunno how to post video here.

but here's the link. Jesus Painting. erika sent an email to me. ENJOY(:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wjVlmB2uPKU

MY GOD FOREVER<3

95. last episode of TXF

2007-10-23T22:45:00.000+08:00

i haven been blogging for a week.
bleah, im lazy & busy you see!
busy with what? forums of course.

im so way busy with jiro-ing & danson-ing
making avatars.
anyway, today's the last episode of TXF
):
pretty sad. past 2 months, im so engaged with this show, now ts ending!

nvm, 1 more month to TKA.
and i watch jiro,danson,aaron,prince,joe!

AND CAN ANYONE TELL ME WHAT IS SO NCIE ABOUT FACEBOOK?
why is everyone joining facebook? i see no fun in it-.-
its like the same as friendster, isnt it?

ANYWAY, TO ALL WHO IS HAVING THEIR O's(:
westwood : priscilla, kelroy, twins, huiyu, jaslyn
church : sherie, elene, yunmei, shifeng, kevin, yuting
AF : piggy, sharmaine, ally queenie

ALL THE BEST(:

94. last day of camp!

2007-10-14T14:19:00.001+08:00

pics pics pics of beloved kids in AC(:

last day. when can i ever se them again?i searched for you

God of Strength

I bow to you

in my brokeness

and no other king could have so humbly come

to save my soul and heal my heart.

93. fouth day of fall camp.

2007-10-11T20:38:00.000+08:00

First of all, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO GLADYS LEOW XIN RONG
the unexpected cake from american club.

KaiLi, one and a half years old, mixed blood. jap&phlip.

Lovely kate, i adore her so much so much. she sleeps on lap when she gets tired.

fourth day at fall camp was so tired. went for field trip to pasir ris park. the kids totally killed me with all their energy they have! anyway, i learnt some few sentences from those kids too. suck as, "you wanna lpay tag(catching)", "hey, look, there's a bug(insect)

92. child's innoncence

2007-10-09T23:09:00.000+08:00

working in american club was really an experience. i get to play and have funs with kids of 4-5 years old. they are just way too cute for me to handle. they were all so hype up, they seem to have endless energy. hey, its like there are 19 kids, and only 5 counsellors!
payrate was reasonable, but the work was not easy, though its only taking care of kids, but its hard work. but when you have fun with them, see them smile and play, its al worthwhile, really worthwhile((:

kids are just so innocent, they have nth much on their minds, they only wanna have fun, play and learn more. they make friends so easily, and later on become besties. you snatch with them their toys they say they dont like you and cry. its like whatever they feel, they will express it out in words and action, no one stops them from saying anything. though sometimes it hurts,but its the truth. the way kids think are so simple and innoncent.
But as they grow up, the world began to feed them with things and knowledge. no longer as innoncent. so we ought to treasure the times when we are innoncent.
some pics(:

JACQ! aint she cute?

just like some childhood sweethearts

KATE((:

91. happy belated birthday to me

2007-10-07T19:46:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO ME(:
thank you all for those birthday wishes, msn, friendster or sms. big thankyou.
and yes thankyou the Xfamily OST(:
and thankyou nissi2light for pouring flour on my hair and limited edition crumpler bag. ROAR.

17 years old now, 3 more years till i reach 20! it looks horrible with that 2 infront!

90. flu bug with mme.

2007-10-01T20:26:00.000+08:00

the flu bug is bugging me eversince last monday! for goodness, i've been using up rolls and rolls of toilets rolls, and its still not gone yet.
and my red eyes doesnt seem to be subsiding at all, its look like im going to use up the whole small bottle of eye-mo.

89. how i blog in the past.

2007-09-27T18:35:00.000+08:00

click on my archive and see how i blog in the past. it was just about my life during the day, what happen? what makes me happy or upset. my archive is like only till nov. 2006. and i cant stand the way i blog at that time. i guess it would be worst when i just started blogging.
i started blogging eversince end of sec 2 which is november 2004. i found that it was something new for me to try on, got addicted to blogging soon after. but im like those toddlers out there, play with their toys only for few days and get sick of it. thats what i felt.

looking at how i blog in the past and now, i did see some changes. not as much of my daily happenings but more on what i feel like blogging and how i feel about certain things, just like what i'm doing now, and i find more meaning to it compared to blogging about my daily life. why repeat what happen again when it already happened.

3 weeks to sch reopen. im looking forward to it.

88. happy birthday syaz(:

2007-09-26T16:47:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BELOVED SEXY, GORGEOUS BESTFRIEND. SYAZANA<33

LETS MEET UP REAL SOON. OKAY!

87.simplicity?

2007-09-25T19:28:00.000+08:00

i see the trend of blog layout getting simple. so i decided to get myself one as well, but i totally ruin it, and i lost those links.
i will update those links in the sidebar ASAP, when im free(:

but still my problem is not yet settled, more or less trying to avoid it. which i know sooner or later i would still have to face it. but till that day comes, why not i enjoy first(:

86. i got myself into this

2007-09-24T20:02:00.000+08:00

i have nothing to say now. words cant express how i feel right now.
im paying the price for what i did now. i know no one can help me now,

what i can do now is only to pray, and take one step at a time.
hoping that it would just be a nightamre. and after i wake up its all over. ALL OVER!
but i know very clearly it is not a nightmare.

i tried not to do it. but because of my laziness, i lied. and now i bear the consequences.
i do agree that lies will follow with more lies. and this is what happen to me.

85. LOVE

2007-09-21T08:12:00.000+08:00

I love God.
I love Saturdays.
I love Church.
I love Nissi2light.
I love Bus-gang.

I love my family.
I love my mum.
I love my dad.
I love my 2 brothers.

I love my Friends.
I love Gladys
I love Suyin.
I love Marilyn.
I love Syaz.
I love Iryani.
I love Liyu.
I love Arhur.
I love Felicia.
I love Jiawen.
I love Cheexuan.
I love Boonsian.
I love 4G'06
I love Kaixin
I love Fengling.
I love WeiBin
I love Kokseng.
I love Tb27
I love Sherie.
I love Yunmei.
I love Lora.
I love Mic-Bay.
I love Elene.
I love Pamela.
I love Xiumei.
I love shifeng.
I love fiona.
I love Belinda.
I love leiqi.
I love Evan.
I love Jonathan.
I love Nicholas.
I love Kevin.

I love Netbal.
I love Running.
I love Watching Video.
I love Chinese Songs.
I love Holidays.
I love School.

Last but not least, i love OLIVIA.

84. taiwan drams, cannot never be achieved in real life..

2007-09-17T11:33:00.000+08:00

for those who know me well enough, will know that im addicted to taiwan drama. i watched quite a number of taiwan drams. let me list down since the day i start falling in love with them.

My first taiwan series was My MVP Valentine then followed by westside story, The Prince who turn into a Frog, It started with a kiss, KO ONE.

And now, currently im into this few series, X-Family- the continuation of KO ONE, Brown Sugar Macchiato, Devil Beside You and the first episode of Romantic Princess.

In every series, there is always love story in it. How the girls like those guys, and try means to get the attention of the guy, which is very typical, you would see it in almost every taiwan series, i promise.
But you see, this kind of scenes will never happen in real life. that is what i think, its just too impossible to be true. Till now, i never seen any guy at least in Singapore to be actually that sweet.

Oh well, but i still love those taiwan dramas.

83. just a simple word

2007-09-13T21:40:00.000+08:00

I know i complain alot about my job. But seriously i cant take it anymore. Its damn boring, for goodness sake-.-
Get a life man. I've to rushed home everyday to watch my video. One day without watchiong video is a NO WAY for me!

forget it! i shouldnt complain too much, it wont help either. Just get with it, 20 more working days till my last day of work! i shall bear with it(:

82. i hate working.

2007-09-10T21:44:00.000+08:00

i have been warned. if during work i have nothing to do, i must open my mouth to ask for more work or they will terminate me. so what does it tells? most of the time i have nothing to do. and tomorrow they still want me to go back to help them out? or is it to freeze in the cold enviornment stare into the blank air? okay, who cares, as long i get my pay.

i used my my first pay on crumpler and some clothes. i came back with 5 dollars today, but my dad just gave me 50 bucks. so i neeed not fret now(:

He provides everything that i need, and blessed me with more than i expected.

81.ongkaixin

2007-09-06T19:10:00.000+08:00

That CHEERFUL girl you see, is my beloved ONG KAIXIN.

She's my dustbin. dont ask me why i call her that, just some random name i gave her.

and certainly im not her maid as well.

Kaixin is "slim", i must say.

Talking nonsense forever, banging into dustbins, falling down, forever blur. But all these is just so her, making me and my toes laugh.

Studying always at the last minute-.- you ought to change hur!

and dont worry about your results, for goodness sake, you will pass!

Guess what? she is damn rich i must say, okay, at least richer than me.

and when i get my pay which is this friday, we shall go kbox next week(:

I've been asking her to come church, she came twice, and i hope she will come more often.

last but not least,

I LOVE HER LIKE ONE KIND.

[edit]

A story i read, enjoy(:

Some fish who lived in a very small puddle of water. Listen to their conversation.

"Give me that waterbug!"

"No, i saw him first!"

"Get your fins off my supper! He's mine, i tell you!"

Abd so, everyday, the little fish spent their time competing for waterbugs.

Their stagnant puddle was cradled between the roots of an ancient oak tree, just beside a flowing river.

But one morning, there was a splash!

An amazing, brightly colored fish had jumped into the riverside puddle... a fish with golden scales. And-what was the most unusual in this particular puddle-he was smiling.

One od the puddlefish asked," Whr do you come from?"

The sparkling fished smiled brightly, "i come from the sea!"

"the sea? what's the sea?"

The sparkling fsih was surprised and said, " No one has ever told you about the sea? Why, the sea is what fish are made for! It isnt like this little puddle; it's endless! A fish neednt swim in circles all day.. he can dance with tides! And it's sparkling clear! Yes, the sea is what fish are made for!"

Then a pale gray puddlefish spoke up," But, how do we get to the sea?"

The sparkling fish answered," Oh, its simple, you just jump from this little puddle into that river and trust that the current will take you to the sea."

Astonishment clouded the puddle water. At long last, a brave lil fish swam forward with a hard, experienced look in his eyes. He was a Realist fish.

He said, " It's pleasant to talk about 'sea business'. But. if you ask me, we have to face reality. And what is reality? Obviously, it's day-to-day life, swimming in circles and hunting for waterbugs.. Life is hard, it takes a realist fish to face the facts."

The sparkling fsih smiled, " But you dont understanf.. i've been there. i've seen the sea, And its far more wonderful than you can.." But before he could finish, the realist fish swam away.

Next fish came up with a nervous twitch in his tail. He was a scared fish.

He stammered, " you mean, we're suppose to j-jump into that big, swift river over there? Look, im just an ordinary lil fish. that river is deep and strong and wide, besides, im nto sure whr it goes. Why, i might be swept away by the current! if i jumped out my puddle, i might not have control over my life. No.. too risky for me.."

The sparkling fish whispered, "Just trust me.. Trust that the river will take you someplace good.." But the scared fish hurried away.

Finally, there swam out a very dignifies figure in a black robe- a theologian fish. Calmly, he adjusted his spectacles, sayin," My brother and sister fish, our distinguished visitor has expressed his views which merit our consideration. However, these puddlefish have expressed other views. by all means, let us be reasonable. We can work this out.. Why not from a discussion group? We could meet every tuesday at 7pm, and im sure some of the lay puddlefish would be happy to bring refreshments."

the eyes of the sparkling fish grew sad. " No, this will nv do. Talking is improtant, but in the end- it is ust a simple matter. you jum, You jjump out of this puddle and trust that the river will take you to the sea. Who will come and follow me?"

At first no one moved. Then a few pudlefish swam to his side. Tgt they jumped into the river and the current swept them away to the sea. the remaining ones began to swim in circles and hunt for waterbugs just like they always had.

80.

2007-09-05T08:53:00.000+08:00

aint working today(:
how great can that be?
ahah. so from now, which is 9am all the way to 5 pm, would be video watching time(:you can say i have no life. instead of going out to enjoy, i stay at home to watch.watching video is life for me! AHAH.

getting my first pay this friday(:
let me see what i will buy with my pay:
1. crumpler
2. skinny jeans
3. tops.
4. mp3/ipod
thats all for now.

some pics over the past few days.

cheexuan(: she makes pple go crazy(:

what i do the office.

boonsian horrible laughter i will nv forget.

last but not least. part of my class.

79. working is tiring

2007-09-02T23:15:00.000+08:00

yet another week has passed, and tomorrow is a brand new day and week. have to drag myself out of bed to work.
now i truly understand what it means by, "money is easy to spent, hard to earn"
but still when i get my first pay this fri, im gonna give myself a treat(:

half a year is gone, and is coming to an end like real soon just a blink of an eye, and its gone. the whole of my 17 years like, i never been so happy and blessed. only till this year, when i was brought to church.
from young my mum often bring me to church, but i never really like it, i couldnt experience anything, maybe because im still too young? i stopped following my mum to church ever since primary school. and i only pray during times of emergency, like during exams and stuff. i pray for good PSLE results, O level results. but ended up average. most of the time my prayers was not answered.
but now, is no longer the situation. My prayers are now answered, even sometimes its not, i still choose to believe, the time will come(:
I feel blessed to be found.

78. secret

2007-08-27T20:23:00.000+08:00

i wan my future BF to be like JAY<3

so talented, sweet, and quite handsome.

SECRET IS DEFINETLY A WORTHWHILE MOVIE FOR ME TO SPEND $9.50 ON A SUNDAY.

everything is fine now. im happy(:

77. does complainig helps?

2007-08-24T21:27:00.000+08:00

2nd day of work was much more busier compared to the first day.

the main thing i wanna blog about is that, while i was on the way home on the MRT from queensway, there was this uncle, okay, much more older than uncle, around his 60s i guess, nvm, the age is not the main point. He was blabbering all the way about how bad was PAP, and how good was the workers' party. Pointing out the bad points about PAP, and asking the public not to be afraid of PAP, just be daring and vote for the opposition. So he is like trying to brain-wash the public's mind. It's totally ridiculous, seriously.
It was the second time i see him doing this. The first time was a much more closer contact, i was taking 198 home, and while waiting he talk to me, over the same stuff. to be polite,i just nodded my head, and give a smile.

I seriously think complaining is not much of a use, will it change the matter? what has happen already happen. So the fact that, PAP is governing singapore, complaining wont change the matter overnight. What was he thinking then?

But you are a shield around me, O Lord; you bestow glory on me and lift up my head. To the Lord i cry aloud, and he answers me from his Holy hill. I lie down and sleep; I wake again, because the Lord sustain me.
Psalm 3:3-5

76. i lift my worries to God(:

2007-08-20T17:21:00.000+08:00

1 more paper to go(:
POA HERE I COME TO CONQUER YOU

i totally flunk my macroecons today. i din expect the paper to be that hard. i was close to not finshing my paper. okay, i hae lots more to add on, but to cut it short, i missed out alot of points. and for goodness, the air-con in the convention centre is freaking cold. i couldnt think at all.
anyway, im not gonna worry about my result, for what is done, cannot be undone, just have to put my trust in GOD, that he will do miracles(:

wednesday, im starting my first job. kind of excited and afraid of feeling awkward among those working adults, afraid that my formal wear is not formal at all, since im working at United Overseas Bank. Shall not think of it. Worrying only shows that i dont trust in God. Yeaps.

Cast all anxietes on Him because He cares for us
1 Peter 5:7

75. law down(:

2007-08-17T14:43:00.000+08:00

lets start first by saying. HOW CAN I BE SO DUMB TO EVER LEAVE MY IC IN THE COMPANY-.-
went to raffles yesterday after the agency phoned me to actually sign contract with them. They found a job for me(:
lets see: im starting work next wednesday, one day after my exam, so i've got no rest at all. oh nvm, i ned money! so well, the earlier the better!
went to UOB plaza to sign another contract, they asked for my IC. I left the place without taking back my IC., just nice my prepaid HI card was low. The person couldnt contact me. I thought i got back my IC until my friend rang me up when im in the MRT.
and stil i say, "ya, IC with me"
wait a minute, i check, and yes its not there.

anyway, im going down later to take back.
LAW was freaking horrible. started the day with a sneeze, its rainig outside. i totally forgot to bring my jacket when i took it out. i was freezing all the way from my home till the end of the exam. It was so cold that i actually got brain freeze? i couldnt think of the answer.
I've got one of my case study wrong.
Im rather satisfied with section A answer. as for section B,will see how it goes.
gotta mug on Busines management.

im actually having exams on a saturday, i cannot believe it!

Looking up onto Jesus, the author and finisher of our faith
Heb 12:2

74. Till i see you.

2007-08-14T14:59:00.000+08:00

The greatest love that anyone could ever know
That overcame the cross and grave to find my soul
And till i see you again
And grace amazing takes me home
I'l trust in you

With all i am i'll live to see your kingdom come
And in my heart I pray you'd let your will be done
And till i see you face to face and grace amazing takes me home
I'l trust in you

I will live to love you
I will live to bring you praise
I will live a child in awe of you

You are the voice that called the universe to be
You are the whisper heart in my heart that speaks to me
And till i see you face to face
and grace amazing takes me home.
I'll trust in you.

You alone are God of All
You alone are worthy Lord
And with all i am my soul will bless your name

I'm so gonna be dead for my law exam, first paper which is this friday. And im only done with law of agency and law of business organization.
I need more time.

73. freaking weather.

2007-08-12T15:33:00.000+08:00

The weather is freaking hot, i must say!
im perspiring like one after running a 2.4km distance. its really annoying.

lots of fun this week. cam-whoring on wednesday, thursday and saturday. Got tons of pictures to be uploaded on friendster. But before that, got to edit those pics first(: how i love my churchmates. they brought me laughter like never before.

i had this thought ytd. If someone ask me this question: If me and another friend is drowning, who would you save first? my answer: I wont save both(: I will drown as well.

Some pics during the week.
8th august

neoprint(:

9th august

while they were discussing where to go, we were busy camwhoring(:
those pple standing at the back.

mavis.

formal enough?

11th august, saturday

isint it cooool?

poor mavis, she loook real short when standing beside evan.

stop and think for what we have did.

[edit] sleeping late recently. 2, 3, 4am, studying and studying. My life is so revolved around notes. geeee, so annoying. I'm really very tired now. tired of studying, tired of handling problems after problems. I'm so not in the mood now. I get irritated easily nowadays. GOSH! whats happening to me? [/edit]

Lord of Lords
Beholding your beauty is all that i longed for
To worship you jesus, is my soul's desire
For this very heart you have shaped for your pleasure
The purpose is to lift your name high

Hear and surrender in pure adoration
I enter your courts with an offering of priase
I am your servant come to bing you glory
As is fits for the work of your hands

Now onto the Lamb who sits on the throne
Be glory and honour and praise
All of creation resounds with the song
Worship and priase the Lord of Lords

The spirit now dwelling within me
Keep my eyes fixed ever on Jesus face
Let not the things of this world ever sway me
I'll run till i finshed the race

Holy Lord
You're Holy
Jesus Christ is Lord

72. National Day(:

2007-08-10T16:53:00.000+08:00

Though im a lil late, but still. HAPPY 42th BIRTHDAY TO SINGAPORE(:
im not those patriotic kind of people, just my well-wishes for my country.

for the first time i spent my national day in church from morning till afternoon. praying for various things. But there is one prayer i really hope that God would answer it. Relationship with my family. It was really bad these few days, and till now for some reason. I din really talk to anyone except my dad. That feeling of going home, not talking to anyone, is just so weird, and not good.

anyway, supposedly we wanted to watched the works at Esplanade. But we ended up in yunmei's house, crapping, making a hell lot of noise, disturbing the neigborhood.
we played heart attack, murderer. I'M A GOOD POLICE, GOOD AT KILLING(:

and today. i sort of like make the whole outing cancelled. I'm so sorry. But i realy neeed to study. For the past 4 days, i've been going out, and not study much. Tmr and sunday most probably going out again. I've got no more time, my first paper is like nx friday.
Another problem is that, i cant concentrate studying. Internet is the biggest distraction!

[edit]
My prayer was answered again(:
My mum just brought to my room a plate of moon-cake, with a smile.
Though it was a simple action of hers, but i feel really happy.
Maybe what arthur said was true:
girls are the most easily satisfied being on earth
[/edit]

only you can mend the broken heart, and cause the blind to see.
erase complete the sinner's path, and set the captives free.
only you can take the widow's cry, and cause her heart to sing
be the father to the fatherless. Our saviour and our king.

71. eve of national day

2007-08-08T22:35:00.000+08:00

I SAW THIS SUPER CUTE NJC GUY IN BUGIS!
For once i thought this earth has shortage of cute guys, it became worst when i enterd NgeeAnn-.- But from this NJC guy, i see a glimpse of hope in this world.
-sounds so serious-
i only had a glimpse of his face, and i wasnt wearing specs. GOSH! w/o specs he is that cute, with my specs on, i can just faint. However i realise i forgot how he look like now ):

eve of national day, went back to westwood early in the morning was certainly a wrong decision. I got bored by the whole event. So i slacked 8-12 in the cafeteria, waiting for those JC people to end their lesson huh!
Fill my stomach with a plate of not really nice food, but i forced it down though.
Mschen, still being crappy as ever, treated us Anderson's ice cream, wanting to know some darkest secrets of ours.

Shopping with suyin, gladys and felicia. I practically see them buy their stuff from one shop to the other while staring them in envy. I hate that feeling, for not being able to join in that fun.
Cam-whore in the neoprint shop as usual.
did i mention I LOVE THEM TO BITS? now i do(:

The things which are impossible with men, are possible with God.
Luke 18:27

LOL.

2007-08-06T15:21:00.000+08:00

had lots of fun on saturday, especially during dinner. I conclude that my cell group has so many people with weird laughter. and with belinda adding on the numbers. We played this trick on gladys. Micbay took her slippers and hide it, and the whole cell gang up against her, din wanna return her slippers.
gladys: EH! Return my slippers lei!
it was hilarious like one kind can. That expression on her face, anyone sees it would juts burst out into laughters!
Wanted to pass those slippers to someone, but oh well. better not.

Gymming on sunday with the 2 sisters. gladys&mavis.
my timing for 2.4 was just horrible can. 16 mins-.-
i can just go and bang wall. i neeed to train up my stamina.

i broke my record, sleeping at 9 plus yesterday night! for the first time in my poly life.

[edit]
BCA test is over! time for celebration. okay, not yet. 4 more papers to go.
anyway, before the test, i totally have no link on whats going on for the test. serious.
i slacked through my sat&sun. This morning, kokseng and weibin helped me alot in BCA. really thank them alot.
even before the test start, i still had my doubts on the few functions.
Before entering the exam hall, i prayed that i would be able to manage those questions. And yes, the questions was okay, i did all, knowing how to do it(:
THANK GOD.

you do cry, when someone say something about you which is so not true, especially your loved ones? tears just rolled down while i sleep, and while she say all those things.

the lord is near to those who have a broken heart.
psl 34:18

69. mac study(:

2007-08-03T18:11:00.000+08:00

Okay, im trying to blog happenings of my everyday life.
so im not longer that blogger who updates once a week anymore.

its beeen ages since i went MAC to study, with syaz. the last time i could remember was like the day before my last paper for o levels, which is chemistry. The only difference is that during that olvl days, i studied at boonlay mac. But since boonlay mac has closed down, i have to travel all the way to Jurong Point.
11am-4.30pm. I finished my revision for POA. Thats really an achievement, so now i gotta concentrate on Bmgt, Blaw and last 4 chaps of Macro, and im so done with my revision.
But before that, i have to do some exercise on Excel, the test is like on monday, and i've not done anything about it, and i totally forgotten how to do all those functions-.-

Casting all your care upon him, for he cares for you
1 Peter 5:7

68. new blogskin.

2007-08-02T17:37:00.000+08:00

IT PISSED ME OFF, WHEN I'VE BLOGGED EVERYTHING, AND I ACCIDETALLY DELETE EVERYTHING I HAVE BLOGGED!
now i've to start all over again.

as you can see, i seriously have nothing better to do. I keep changing my blog layout. Ohwell, i found this really nice one, Child of God(:

am i in a holiday mood now?
it seems like though. no more lesson from tomorrow onwards, so it means i can slack at home whole day long. but thinking twice, i still have my exams on 17th august, 2 weeks from now. WOW!
well, after that, im free, no more projects! its lke 2months of PURE HOLIDAY.
but i've to get a job, i need money, but aint gonna sacrifice my weekends, which is for sure.
PICKY ME.

lets see what i've mugged for the past few days.
11 chapters for POA, im done with 7(:
7/8 for macro, done with 5.
4 for Business Law, 8 or Business Management. Havent even touch on them.

As for me, I trust in You, O Lord.
Psalm 31:14

67. i wan my long fringe back!

2007-08-01T16:12:00.000+08:00

I WANT MY LONG FRINGE BACK!
had my haircut on sunday. i seriously hate my fringe now, i aint know how to style it.
bad hairday, everyday.

well, i was on the bus to school this morning went i saw this few granny board the bus near my school, they were talking rather loud. And i was thinking, if i would be able to reach that old age, would i still hang out with my friends like that? shopping together at such an old age. I guess it would be damn sweet. But for now, i still have a long way to go. I need to go through exams after exams. And the coming one is like on 17th aug.
i did start on my revision, but not really alot. BCA hands on test this monday,haven really prepare myself. i'll do it over the weekends.

National Day is just like next week. time passes really very quick. Its only like yesterday i just stepped into NgeeAnn, making new friends. and now exams are coming, after exams will be splitting into different classes. is it really necessary? I've really made good friends for the past few months. and now i have to face the fact that we are splitting classes. and i have to make new friends once again. Til that day come, i just have to treasure those last few weeks with them.

At the cross, i bow my knee. Where your blood was shed for me, there's no greater love than this

66. im learning new things every sat(:

2007-07-29T01:34:00.000+08:00

AWW. ITS SUNDAY NOW! THERE IS SCHOOL ONCE AGAIN TOMORROW!

kaixin came church today(:
thats really a gooood thing! Reallly thank GOD. Never fail to surprise me, answering my prayers(:
for the whole day, my hair was powdery. i feeel like some old woman, after powder being poured on my hair.
ohwell, but was fun though.

sermon was cooool and awesome like one kind.
i've beeen listening to sick jokes for the whole of my dinner time. GOSH!
damn tired now.

No bible study today. how am i gonna spend my sunday then
):

64. kaixin coming to church(:

2007-07-26T22:00:00.000+08:00

after much happenings! im alright now(:
ohwelll.
i skipped macro lecture today like again
BUT BUT BUT!
i saw my ex-eyecandy at my bus stop. i was reading my law notes, when i saw this familiar yellow sling bag. and i know it was HIM! haha. my day started off well, you seee. He make my day(:
i was nearly late for law tutorial! the test was rather easy.
i din really study the day before, i was so affected.
yeah, i prayed really hard, that the test would be an easy one. and yes,it turn out to be easy(:

anyway.
this whole week timetable is CRAP, seriously. like on wednesday. i went school for only 45 mins. what the heck. total waste of time.
mon and thurs go sch for 2 hrs!

I AM FREAKING HAPPY NOW!!
you see, i have beeen persuading kaixin to come church every sat. and yeah always so coincidental, that she have activity on that day. Supposedly, she din wanna come this weeek.
from mon-wed, me and gid. was trying so hard to ask her come, but failed terribly.
BUT TODAY!
she actualy said OKAY!
i was so shocked. i thought i gonnna get a NO again.
ohwell. i prayed so hard for kaixin to come one day, and yes GOD answered my prayer!
rebekah mayy be coming this sat too.

I am one step closer to my goal(:

64. sports day.

2007-07-22T23:22:00.000+08:00

well well well.
SATURDAY WAS JUST SO FUN.
NUBIAN GENTS WAS JUST SO AWESOME! THEIR COOL MOVES.
was rather squeezy that day. there was like so many people during service 1! so coool.
i brought my netball on saturday. was touched by so many people. HAH.
played captain ball. yeah. fun.

anyway i really hope kokseng had fun on that day as well. not only fun, but also learn more about GOD(:

today, was pratically a sports day.
played badminton from 1-3, with gladys, suyin, yunmei, daniel, gideon, joel. gladys's 2 sister tag along as well.
swimming from 4-5.15 with gladys, yunmei, suyin.
so im freaking tired now.

i feel that i am losing it once again.

63. LOW IQ

2007-07-20T14:26:00.000+08:00

http://www.quest.i-poon.com/
go try out this IQ quiz. More like a lame shit thing. foooling around with my IQ, making me feel i have the lowest IQ in this whole world.
40 levels of IQ question, and im at level 27 now. and seriously cant think anymore.
i am officially brain dead.

the quiz is making me stupid.
shopping later on with another LOW IQ woman, GLADYS LEOW.
LOL.

62. harry potter(:

2007-07-18T21:25:00.000+08:00

just went to watch Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix!
many said it wasnt a well-done job this time. But still i went ahead to watch it.
like hey, i din read the book. so i need to watch the movie.
the storyline was rather 'okay'. Bu the nice part is not about the story line, but the effects.
oh gosh, it was really nice when dumbledore fought against the dark lord.
the movie actualy gave me a shocked? at the starting.
NVM about that!

DANIEL RADCLIFFE
for once i find him handsome(((((:
and my new obsseion, daniel radcliffe<3
he was really cooool in that movie with that wand in his hand. but the only thing about him that i would pick, would he his height!
for goodness, the movie actually make him look short! the girls were like almost the same height as him or even taller!
but nvm, silll daniel radcliffe is LOVE

NO MORE BCA PBL!

61. i feel happy, when i see friends coming to church(:

2007-07-16T21:09:00.000+08:00

brand new week again.
i counted, i have about 35 days to my examination. oh man.
save me, i've only just started, and i have so much more to learn.
ARGH. Informations and facts are bombarding me.

POA LECTURE WAS SUCH A BORE! IT WAS REALLY A LULLABY FOR ME.
oh i justwonder why i was in that lecture, i should have just skip-.-
something just keep bugging me, saying i must study hard! and yeah.
crap, not done with BMGT project yet. and its like due next monday.

i am trying so hard asking people to come to church every week. Furthermore, this week, nubian gents are coming.
video of nubian gents, do check it out(:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9ED9F-h8d0s

i did ask alot of people. most of them gave me "to-be-confirm"
but then,
KOK SENG IS COMING THIS SATURDAY((:
I'M LIKE SO HAPPY NOW. LOL.
i do wanna see my friends coming to church knowing about jesus more, and also to accept Him as their saviour.
oh well, i still have 4 more days to persuade people to come(:

60. ohman. GLADYS YOU ARE SO HILARIOUS.

2007-07-15T22:34:00.000+08:00

alright, we are coming to the end of the week. Tomorrow is a brand new week, brand new day again
)):
why weekends passes so fast. lots of projects and homeworks to face again. oh nvm. POSITIVE ATTITUDE. this week gonna be a fast one. and sooon enough i will realise its friday.
SATURDAY, NUBIAN GENTS IS COMING!!

early this afternoon, went for bible study. after bible study ate lunch first and then went play COUNTER STRIKE. hah.
before that, i was watchng gladys playing audition. HAH.,so coool.
soyeah, im downloading the game now(:
during the counter strike session, there is this person wh put the nick "i can give u gatsby" and kiled gladys quite a few times. So i ask gladys to change her nick to" i dun wan gatsby"
and few moments later:
"i can give u gatsby" KILLED " i dun wan gatsby"
ok, the funny part, we're heading home, gladys had this phone converstaion which was really hilarious:

gladys: hello mama.
person on the phone(muen-guy): hello.
(gladys heard a guy voice, and so..)
gladys: hello papa, where is mama?
muen: huh? what mama? I'M MUEN!
(so she look at her handphone screen with great shock)
gladys:oh sheesh, sorry.
HUNG UP!

we are just laughing like MAD can.
rushed down to jurong west stadium- GYMMING!
another scene where gladys totally embarrassed herself again.

me: eh, i go water cooler to drink first.
(i walked off)
gladys: huh? what you say?
(no reply)
gladys: huh? what you say?
(turn around look at the person-GUY, and stare)
the guy: huh?
gladys: SORRY!

that guy was wearing the same color shirt as me, so she mistaken the person for me.
oh well, but gladys said that guy was cute!
-.-
had JAP FOOD FOR DINNER((:

59. Happy birthday suyin&Jiahui

2007-07-12T16:38:00.000+08:00

Happy 17th Birthday to LIOW SUYIN, MY CAM-WHORE BUDDY.
dont think she will see this-.-

oh, nvm about that.
celebrated this woman birthday yesterday after my school end, which is like 3.40. around there.
suyin, gladys and gid went to watch transformers. I WILL NEVER WATCH TRANSFOMERS, no matter hownice pple rate it.
NO means NO.
stubborn? guess so.
i slacked at the library alone from 4.45 to 5.45. i tried to connect to JE library, but failed):
so i took out my macroecons notes, and tired to study, but instead, i fell asleep in the chair there-.-
so i just contine to sleep till the time was up.

waited for the rest at IMM, BK.
let me see, who were there:
suyin, glad, gid, joel, yunmei, sherie, dan and me of course.
we had a hard time on trying to decide where to eat-.-
PEPPERLUNCH, again-.-
im gonna stay away from pepper lunch for a few months!
make a hell lot of noise in there.
with suyin and gladys with us, there is no peace.
HAH.

joel and gid went off halfway to buy the cake with a lame reason:
going to toilet-.-
im so lazy to blog the details out.
to be brief, one of the assistance brought the cake out, and we started singing happy birthday.

went to the second level kopitiam to eat the cake-.-
and here is how we ate the cake.
WITH STRAWS!

cool yeah? LOL.

left IMM at 8.30. took 99.
and i slept at 10 yesterday!

today, 12th july is TIONGJIAHUI BIRTHDAY. HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

58. i love counter strike(:

2007-07-09T09:35:00.000+08:00

I AM OFFICIALLY LOVING COUNTER STRIKE(:
Bible study yesterday was interesting, topic is only meant for girls.
so shall not blog about it.
after Bible study was the fun part((((:
went to Bukit Timah Plaza to have lunch first.
din ate anything, was rather bloated at that time.
oh well, went to arcade to play COUTER STRIKE!
it was the first time playing couter strike.
i was really noob at it. had the guys to teach the girls.
slowly i get the hang of it.
HAHA.
first few rounds, i was shot dead almost every single time it started.
but slowly, i learn to hide away from enemies, and im always the last man standing.
i killed a total of 5 people! im good okay!
LOL.

went home around 5 plus with the same people. we were making a hell lot of noise in the bus, especially that AH LIAN.
laughter filled the whole bus.
these people really make my life colorful.
i love them to bits.

Thank GOD for putting these people in my life.
secondary school mates, NP mates, and not forgetting church mates.

57. attitude.

2007-07-08T11:18:00.000+08:00

i love watching ghost whisperer every friday night(:
its simpy so awesome, it starts off rather scary, but its really touching at the end.
i haven been mugging for the last 2 days, and past 2 nights i din online as well.
ROAR.
anyway, yesterday was a saturday. HAH.
everyone in the cell wore green except for me, cos i have no green tee, not even ONE.
so wore white.
had games, played wacko. i lost, and so they use lipstick to draw on my nose.
ROAR. both my jeans and my white long tee has satined on it
):
oh well, nvm about that. just hope that my mum wont notice it.
LOL.
lipstick is hard to get it out! had to use foundation to cover the red parts-.-

going for bible study later, gym afterwards.
COOL.
macro econs test this coming friday-.-

56. thank god for giving me them

2007-07-06T18:27:00.000+08:00

HEY PEOPLE!
i have been eating rather alot for the past few days.
lets today for example, morning ate my sandwich, evening had mixed rice, rojak and fried rice.
oh olivia, time to work out this sunday after eating so much.

after today's LMS presentation, i am totaly embarassed-.-
RARGH. and guess what, i left my black winter jacket in classss!
FREAK, my mom is so gonna kill me. just hope that monday it would still be there.

5 projects! done with LMS and BLAW.
left with BMGT, IAC and BCA.
exams in 5 weeks time, started mugging.
macro CT next friday.

I so wanna join BA society! anyone with me?
and yes, BA comm people msg me on wed regarding some competition on singing.
hah, kaixin wanted to join, so be it, i followed her.
hope nx thurs wont be an embarassing moment for anyone of us.

its really difficult.

2007-07-02T21:36:00.000+08:00

i finally understood what it means to grow stronger and faced with even more problems.

friends, family,school work, my emotions, managing my money.
how i wish everyday was a saturday.

not gonna give up.

i know its a redundant post, but i have no where to say it out.
oh well.

sentosa. liyu's bday.

2007-07-01T22:12:00.000+08:00

SENTOSA<3

with liyu, cheelup, junlong, johnny, marcus, arthur, gladys, marilyn.

main purpose was to celebrate liyu's birthday, though her birthday is on 3rd july.

but since we dont have YOUTH DAY! we celebrate her birthday in advance.

met up at 10.30, late and stuff, left at 11 instead-.-

some pics at vivo before heading to sentosa
the couple

in action

back to the topic on sentosa.

gosh, at the beginning it was really bored.

we had nothing to do. most of them din bring extra clothes, cos they thought they are not going

to the sea-.-

and so we played poker cards, which i brought, if not weare gonna be bored to death.

listen to music, sing along.

cheelup left halfway,telling liyu that he had to go home.

but the truth is that he went to vivo to buy cake and a rose for liyu. how sweet of him.

(:
had a hard time keeping liyu in sentosa, she keep wanting to go back, knowing that cheelup is gone-.-

and yeah, luckily, this bunch of PJC people, came to ask us to play captain ball with them.

and save our day.

fun fun fun.

cheelup back, marilyn pull liyu to the toilet

we were so in a rush preparing.

and we go happy birthday to you.... when liyu came back.

the cake.

the flowers, forgot took the pics of the present. oh well.

feeding.

random pics(:

birthdaygirl

53. RP is nice can.

2007-06-25T19:03:00.000+08:00

I SERIOUSLY HATE SCHOOL DAYS.
force myself to get out of bed at 7am today, when im so used to wake up at 11am.
carry myself out of home to school, with heavy footsteps-.-
and again, i was late for macro, when i leave my hse 15mins earlier.
got back my macro CT, oh well, kinda satisfied with it.
CT 2?, i guess i will have a hard time.

POA lecture was such a......

went RP to find liyu.
i have nothing to say. compare RP&NP. i will definetly go for RP.
the school is so freaking nice, clean, air-conditioned everywhere, even in the canteens.
im jealous, serious.
):
but the bad thing about RP is that, presentation everyday. im not use to that style i guess.

sunday, bible study.
topic was rather, oh well.
i was reluctant to go home for some reasons.

[edit]
i called, you answered, and you came to my rescue.
and i, wanna be where you are
(:
[/edit]

52. kbox

2007-06-20T19:51:00.000+08:00

KBOX WAS FUN TODAY(:
together with gladys and jiawen.
headed to jurong east entertainment centre.

but before that, went to school to return the rental notebook.
my sexy girlfriend, SYAZ accompanied me(:
thank you, syaz(:

on they way to jurong east. saw that project superstar, NAT(xiaoludou)
oh gosh, he is really freakkking, CUTE can!
hahahah.

oh well. i feeel that i improved on my singing.
serious. pple use to ask me close my mouth once i start singing.
hah. but now. i fine that , yeah, i am getting there.LOL.
not good to go kbox with jiawen and gladys.
gosh, they sing all so high. and i cant reach-.-
so i sang mostly the guys song.
we sang lots of S.H.E songs.
jiawen was doin selina voice, hebe goes to gladys.
and ella voice to me-.- since i cant sing high pitch.
but it was really FUN FUN FUN.

TMR DOIN BLAW PROJECT.
SCH STARTING SOOON-.-

51. survey-.-

2007-06-18T19:49:00.000+08:00

7 Random Stuff about me

1.hate doing this kind of "survey"
2. Watching slamdunk now, loves rukawa<3
3. Netball & running is my passion
4. Love lollipop & SHE
5. Sleep whenever i can
6. craving for donuts recently.
7. laugh alot.

5 Factors that affect you to like someone

1. Must know how to play PIANO!!
2. Taller than me
3.Crazier than i am
4. Buy food when i am hungry-.-
5. Cheer me up when i get emo

1 Secret that can be revealed
if its a secret, it cannot be revealed than. DUH-.-

3 People who u think should play this

1. ONG KAIXIN
2. LUM FENGLING
3. THAM LIYU

50. crazy day

2007-06-17T23:12:00.000+08:00

ARRRR!
today is really a crazy day for me.
went to gym to workout at 4 tgt with gladys, cheexuan, arthur, dexian, jj.
din really do much at the gym. like only running the treadmill, cycling, 10 situps-.-
and one more, which i dunno what you cal that.
oh well, the fun part actually begans after the workout.
accompay the rest for dinner, cheexuan was so crazy over the gatsby song.
iiiiiiii can give you gatsby, gatsbyyyyy, gatsbyyyyyy
together with the action.
gladys practically went crazy over it as well.
and yeah, im not excluded. and its my sms-alert now.
went arthur house for awhile, cheelup came.
arrrgh. we kept watching funny videos can, and the gatsby advertisment.

in summary, im laughing almost half of my day, till now.
im blogging and watching funny videos at the same time.

hana-kimi. slamdunk disc<3

49. sweat it out. iloverunning<3

2007-06-15T20:33:00.000+08:00

the previous post was rather stupid i say.
and im not gonna delete it for sure. make it seem that i update my blog rather often.
-.-

oh well.
went to sweat it out this morning. woke up 6.45 in the morning. started my wonderful morning, with a jog round the polluted estate. i ran 5/4 round my estate, i stop 3-4 times, to walk for 1 min, to catch my breath. i din took the lift, i walk the stairs to the 8th level. i was panting outside my house like one pathetic dog.
I REALLY LOVE SWEATING IT OUT
<3 color="#ff0000">mastura to suntec. first to eat dinner i say. gosh, its so hard to find fast food rest. in town areas can, GEEE!
we ate KFC for the moment, due to the fact that we are really BROKE.
headed to esplanade, camwhore as usual, but din took much.

[edit]
just wanna say. SYAZ IS MY PRETTY GORGEOUS, SEXY GIRLFRIEND. AND I LOVE HER SO MUCH<333
and so are my other girl-friends, and guy-friends(:
westwood
GLADYS, MY GIRL.
SUYIN, THE PERVERT, WHO LIKE CAMWHORING
ARTHUR, MY BESTEST GUY FRIEND I EVER HAD.
MARILYN, THE QUEEN
LIYU, THE CRAZY
JIAWEN, THE SINGER
CHEEXUAN, THE ROYAL SPENCER PRINCESS
IRYANI, THE RETARD.oops=x
CHEELUP, THE GENERATION GAP OF 5 DAYS.

ngeeann
KAIXIN, MY SWEET DUSTBIN, SOUND LIKE CONSTIPATING WHEN SINGING
FENGLING, EMO GIRL.
WEIBIN, MY GO-HOME MATE
AIK LEONG, THE BEATER,LOVES TO MAKE MY HAND GO RED
KOKSENG, HE IS SUCH A RESPONISIBLE GUY
REBEKAH, MY SWEEET SWEEET FRIEND.
ELEANOR, THE INNONCENT
JAMES, LOVES MAKING STUPID NOISE-.-

[/edit]

thats it(:
TOMORROW IS SATURDAY<3333

we gonna shout out loud
its time to let it out
its your love in me
for all to see
LORD OF ALL

i wanna bite you.

2007-06-14T22:49:00.000+08:00

10.50pm.

im freaking pissed off.

thats it!

47. blaw&bbq

2007-06-12T15:01:00.000+08:00

yesterday yesterday yesterday(:
whole day was packed with activites.did business law proj in the afternoon from 12-5.45pm
din really progress much, only found the facts.so i guess we gots lots to catch up
halfway through the project, we actually cam whore.
some pics:

act professional? they failed badly.

both acting retard, and guess who won?

this looks like a proper picture.hmm.

my pesky business law group mates.

trying to kiss kaixin huh?

they wanted to become a beauty so badly.

thats it for the business law project.

now on to the BBQ part!

reached east coast around 7 plus going to 8 i guess.

the place was really in a mess i say. paper plates everywhere.

din get a picture of how messy it really is.

well, i ate lots of barbequed chicken and hotdogs. and yeah thats the menue.

had cakes too cos its MARCUS WOO BRITHDAY! woots.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARCUS!

i ate alot i must say.

like 3 chickens, 4 hotdogs, 3 peice of chocolate cake.

arrgh, i need to run now-.-

cycling late at night is really an experience for me. the cold breeze was really nice.

i cycle with gladys, how i wish she was my BF-.-

than it would be like so romantic. hah(:

dream on man.

cam whore againn.

now gonna post the pics up, kinda lazy and its really troublesome.

maybe some other time(:

46. nonsense bunch of friends<3

2007-06-07T21:53:00.000+08:00

gosh, i have alot of things to post(:

lets start from wednesday than.
business law was defiently killing me. those facts were almost impossible to go in anymore, but i still have to forced it in to my tiny brain of mine which is use to remember cute guys.LOL.

practially the case law i studies so badly din came out. isnt that great?

and yes i have to guess the case study, and i came out with a story of my own. wonderful.

invigilator: time's up, stop writing

i knew hell time was over for me.

went home straight to slack till 4 plus, met up with arthur and head towards plaza sing to meet the COUPLE

wont elaborate more on the way.

ate pastamania, and it cost a bomb for me. and im officially broke.

and seriously i haven really been hanging out with them for a long time, i could feel the generation gap between them.

walk around plaza sing. oh man i tell u, the 3 of them are really crazy. esp the couple(LIYU & CHEELUP)

simply crazy crazy crazy, lame lame lame.

one moment their holding hands, the other moment they start veating each other. one moment sweet talks, the other moment they shouted. one moment holding cheelup hand, the other moment holding arthur hand? whats this man. our laughters can be heard all over plaza sing.

lame jokes from cheelup was adding on to the cold atmosphere.

oh well, really had a fun time going out with the. just love them to bits.

thurs, 7th june. POA CT was okay. not blogging about it.

went to find marilyn at ang mo kio. slack at her hse, played at her hse. cam whore at her house. i love marilyn can! she is just so awesome. went to pick gladys from nyp. slack slack slack at marilyn house. we ransacked hre house to searched for food.

and seriously, ggladys make me laugh my lungs out.

we were eating maggie. we wanted to bring it to the room to eat. but her bowl was too hot for her to handle.

and guess what she use to carry to the room? she actually used the sieve, here's the picture of it.

we were like laughing like one mad woman.

nvm.

8th june which is today. going out shopping with my freaking np girl-friends. weeeeeeeee.

thats it ple, im off to bathe.

45. MAEC CT; dumbass chewing gum

2007-06-04T17:38:00.000+08:00

4th June; macroeconomics common test.
I'm not too sure of how well i did, i guess i can pass.

but something bad happen before the start of the common test.
chewing gum on my bag, and blouse. ARRGH.
damn it! it was so freaking sticky. couldn't get the stains off.
I'm trying James method. using egg white, hopefully it works.
sometimes Singapore government are just right in the policies they implement,
like baning chewing gums. its just so right.
oh well, you see,
some singaporeans arent really considerate afterall.

business law on wednesday, simply remind me of those horrible days before Ssocial studies O's paper.
terrible. freaking lots of case law to study.

1st&2ndJUNE: RADICAL CONFERENCE<3
just love those 2 days, youthalive just awesome, everyone was just so high, the atmosphere was really there.
and last but not least i do learn something each saturdays.
i love my saturdays<3

44. boredom.

2007-05-31T14:08:00.000+08:00

BLOGGING simply because im really bored.
and i aint know how to start.
maybe start from yesterday.

POA test was manageable. and i LOVE POA ot of the other modules i taken.
BCA presentation was a total disappointment. appraently our whole group did badly. the tutor questions was simply so freaking hard, the atmosphere was really so tense and dry.
her face was so black and serious.
she shocked me when she said " who am i asking "
nvm about that, what is done cannot be undone. just have to do better for the next BCA presentation than.
gladys and gid came NP to find me, or i kinda like force them to come.LOL.
wanted to ask them to go for my MAEC lecture, but they dont want, and i was so loss, whether i should go or not, in the end, we end up pklaying crazy taxi and watching video.
i seriously dont recommend anyone to drink anything or whatever! it totally taste like some unwanted drinks mixed together. PUKES.

went to watch pirates(:
i LOVE THE MOVIE. JACK SPARROW SIMPLY SO CUTE AND FUNNY.
AND HE'S MINE!
CALL ME OLIVIA SPARROW WHEN YOU SEE ME NEXT TIME.

though its holiday, but i realise holidays in poly life is not good, we have to do make-ups here and there.
arrrgh.
slept till 12 today for the first time eversince sch life started.
thats it people.

DO MY TEST!

Create your own Friend Test here

43.having POAlesson now-.-

2007-05-23T11:41:00.000+08:00

attending my POA lesson like now, and im blogging.LOL. what a correct timing i choose.
oh well, im so confused of what the tutor is trying to tell, so might as well do other stuff before i totally get so stucked up with POA.
im online shopping as well, thanks forthe website ting2tian gave(: gosh, its like so cheap, 17.90 for most of the tops. oh man, im really lacking of tops now! i need more.

sunday my mood was totally WAY OFF DUE TO SOMETHING, which im not gonna to blog further about it, was brought forward to monday morning, no mood for school and stuff, but my classmates really made my DAY, and i love them to bits. tuesday morning was also rather bad cos i know its gonna be a long day till 7, once again my friends make my day, cam whoring nearly the whole day.LOL.
I LOVE TO CAM WHORE. before starting each day, i really pray hard that it would be a wonderful, and it turn out wonderful.
suyin came to NP to study? went home together and cam whore in the bus. took 9 straight photos. wanted to put them together, but i deleted EVERYTHING, and im so freaking sad, those pics were really nice lah!

IM FREEZING IN POA TUTORIAL!!! SAVE ME!

replies to tags:
fl: oh well, maybe u're the special case?
pris: weee, got training inform me again(:
kaixx: haha, nice right! be my girlfriend, so cooll!

42. terribly sick! i hate medications!

2007-05-18T10:07:00.000+08:00

its 10.11 am, and i still can blog, so it means im at home, why am i at home? cos i am sick. duh-.-
took mc from wednesday to friday, due to freaking high fever. wednesday went home after i flunk my poa test(32.5/50)-.-
wait for my mum before going to see the person in WHITE! they put some stuff something into my ear, and came out with a temperature of 39.3 degree-.-
i couldnt eat anything due to lousy appeitie, so i just ate a few mouth of porridge and take medication, and use com.
and did i mention i love my class TB27? they are just simply awesome bunch of people.
having bad headache now! and if my fever doesnt go down, i have to do a blood test TMR!!!!
NO! i wanna go church! no blood test! i wanna cam whore!
i need to get well soon! freaking common test is coming in 17 days time. eeeks.

apparently, fl, james and kaixx have been flooding my tagboards. oh well, who cares, continue to flood!
tag replies:

FL: HOT and INNONCENT doesnt go together. LOL! but i admit you are hot
KAIXX: you're hot too! so need to snatch the title hot! cos both fl and kaixx very hot, sizzling hot-.- and i cant find a nice layout, i'll chnge when i find a better one(:
JAMES: thnks for the spam-.- and yeah, having a fever now, cant think properly what is right or wrong!
DEBS: HEYHEYHEY!
TING: haha, okay, at least u go for today, and its like your first time going for IS class-.-
i turn up, u din turn up. u going i not going-.- next week must go okay! cos next week i confirm going! LOL

41. sick. i love my class.

2007-05-15T18:59:00.000+08:00

love my fantastic class of TB27 which include awesome people:
1. weibin( the only girl who live in the west side )
2. elenor(seem quiet, but actually not)
3. sakurafl( the crazy hot woman, always zi-hai )
4. james ( wanna-be model )
5. kaixin( another hot babe who hugs those she knows. )
6. aik( never fail to throw out my food after eating )
7. darius( seems hardworking, but is he?LOL)
8. Rebekah ( hardworking student, unlike me )
9. Chermaiine( always catch her not paying attention during lectures. *shakes head* )
10. ting2( haven been to the IS class ever since it started)
11. kexian ( seems to have lots of clothes to wear.LOL )
12. roy ( shocked to know he drinks 4 Litre of coke everyday. oh man )
13. Mark ( never judge a book by its appearence, look chinese but speak english and a christian )
14. Amanda ( she withdrew from the course )
15. Kok seng(oh well, i totally forgot about writing his name. super responsible person )

im sick once again, and tomorrow there's online test for POA. hope i'll concentrate. gotta study hard tonight!
thatts all pple.

40. i love church(:

2007-05-07T15:07:00.000+08:00

back again to blog.
many things happen.
homewors are getting rather more and difficult. many projects. currently 3 at hand. 2 IS projects, 1 BCA. oh man. i hate projects.
din manage to get into NP netball, cos i missed the selections. though bad but well, if i really go i dont think i'll be able to handle well with my studies.

i cant help but say i simply love MY SATURDAYS AND SUNDAYS. these 2 days is the only 2 days i look forward to every week. sat is church day. oh, just love it like one kind. sing, go crazy, cam-whore, scream and whatever. sunday is just a workout day for me, to burn off those EXTRA fats accumulating at the waist, thighs areas. OOPS=X
no monday blues. im loving my class(:

39. schooling days.

2007-04-23T19:55:00.000+08:00

oh well, haven been bloggin once again.
just too many things to write if i really blog. school life.
first week of schooling in NP which was last week, was pretty awesome except for wed.
only had lectures, so most of the days i went home early (:
wednesday was supposed to have workshop, i couldnt find my pathetic class. so i din attend. instead i met up with syaz. after she went for her lecture, i headed home.
got my laptop as well((:
friday was IS modules, crap. projects and more projects.
those in IS modules were rather quiet.
i signed up for netball and squash!

saturday went church as usual. got no voice to sing. nearly lost my voice. haha, but suddenly can shout, but still cant sing cos it'll go OFF PITCH.

sunday went to jog arnd cck estate with priscilla! its been so long since i last ran. it was for the first time i felt that im really succeeding on my diet plans. these few days, appetite hasnt been really good. one mean a day was like just enough for me, cant infish my meal most of the time. so unlike me. i use to complain after eating that im still hungry. now? im full w/o finishing my food.
after jogging,chnged, went to find gideon, joel & xunxiang play bball. first time playing i admit. i totally put netball rules into bball. haha.
met gladys, went jp mac to study. thats all.

today, tutorial started. gosh, i totally dun clique with my class. i guess they knew each other during the workshop. oh well. was supposed to have netbal selection today.
but due to the heavy rain, it was canelled shortly after i bought my FBT shorts!!!!
argh.
i stayed at sch from 1- 5 plus, ended up not having selection. but at least during that free period i used my laptop to cure my boredom. quite useful.

long post man. i bet you guys wont even wanna read.
haha.

38. BAoc 07 was fun((:

2007-04-13T10:56:00.000+08:00

not blogged for more than a week, simply lazy as usual. many things happen during those days i din blog.
BAoc'o7 ended just only yesterday. i find it awesome. i love my mates yeah. super funny, friendly. im losing my voice after all those cheers and shoutings and screamings.
grp cheers created by eldorado6 was awesome!! funny! creative.
example:
(sing to the tune of doraemon)
ang ang ang
we are from rado rado
we are very ang.

coool yeah? and i love it.
last day was kinda boring thoug, sitting at the convention hall for 6 long hours.
but after everything ended, seriously it was party time.
went to at mac with my mates and played pool.
GOSH! first time playing pool, and i tell you if there ia exam for pool, im gonna get a F or a U!
i just sucked at it lah.
oh well, its the first time playing. im just a newbie.

37. im still choosing netball.

2007-03-29T15:10:00.000+08:00

went for POP yesterday. it was a total boredom. i pity those wwss-ian. had to sit at the hall even after the whole programme ended to get some naggings. doesnt it always happen every year? i feel so much relieve leaving westwood.
but i was so shocked by the sec 1s yesterday. and heard that the whole school din had rehearsal. no wonder it was kinda messy. sec 1s clapping at the wrong time. cheering. no wonder they got nagged at.
the validitorian(kian boon) was so striking with his blue coat.

i've decided that my CCA in NP would be... as usual, netball. supposedly i wanted to join dance club, but terribly, it teaches from ballet to chinese traditional dance to mordern, when i only wanna learn mordern dance. and their CCA days is wed and sat.
so i'll just have o stick on with netball then, the competitive one, not the recreational one! they din post the dates of trainings, just hope it wont fall on a sat, if not i'll have to join other sports CCA.

cant wait for orientation and 16th april.

36. i simply love lollipop

2007-03-27T18:21:00.002+08:00

my new craving. LOLLIPOP, BANG BANG TANG.
i just simply love this new taiwan boyband.

nvm. back to topic. what topic?
oh well. last week has been a terrible week. went for arthur's music concert which means i did not go church.
school gonna start soon. orientation is from 10 to 13, cool. school officially start at 16, so its like 2-3 more weeks. kinda excited.
my memory have been very bad this days, now i dont even know what i wanna blog. GOSH! im only 16.

yesterday the 26 september, went to cck kbox. after kbox, i totally lost my voice, we( me, liyu, marilyn) were singing at the top of voices and reaching for the highest note, which is obvious i cant. hey! im born with not knowing how to read tao-geis(musical notes), so i simply dunno how to sing properly. but i do see improvement in myself! haha. i still rmb how pple ask me to stop singing whenever i open my mouth. haha.

tmr is wwss awards day, going back to see how it goes.
till then HUMANS.

35. my new fringe

2007-03-21T18:35:00.000+08:00

got my new haircut together with gladys(:
my fringe is super short now, im back to my old hairstyle again.
initially wanted to kepp long fringe, but the temptation of cutting it is so strong.

met up with gladys at her house bus stop.
we wore the same shirt and fbt short, hairband except different colour.
so freaking scary.
got almost the same fringe now.
HAH(:
accompany gladys to do her nyp stuffs, which took hours. gosh.
had YONG TAO FU! gladys treat.
hahah.
gladys is rich now, she got lots of $$$ in her bank.
so know what to do next??

34.i hate that lonliness.

2007-03-19T14:11:00.000+08:00

to prevent my blog from becoming a dead one, im here once again.
so please appreciate it and read this post!!
LOL.
letter from NP again, but this time is on the notebook/laptop.
boo~ money gonna be spent again.
when isit gonna stop??
3 brands to choose:

1.lenovo
2.acer
3.Fujitsu
most probably gonna choose the third one.

im so bored this few days, satying at home whole day makes me sick.
i wanna go out, but most are schooling. just have to wait for gladys to date me out.
HAH(:

till then humans, i'll come back to blog when i feel like it.

33. enrolment package.

2007-03-16T20:14:00.000+08:00

got my enrolment package yesterday!
the package or letter, was big. so i simply got exxcited over it.
cos its the first time getting such a big letter!LOL.
what a innoncent kid, i know.

the appearence was nice when i first open, there was a file with nice pics on it.
tons of paper was in it(kinda exxagerated) with tiny miny words. woohoo.
many stuff to read, and many things to pay. ezlink card, notebook(yes!), sch fees.
oh my god! it will cost like few thousand! i dun print money!!!!
i was so confused by what the letter is trying to say, enroling online and stuff?
but with the help of my brother, the first few steps are done, like the sending of letter, payment of fees.
haha.
big thanks to him((((:

i love calvin and aaron of fahrenheit<3333333

32. life is boring after the o's

2007-03-13T15:36:00.001+08:00

life after the big Os is boring-.-
got nothing to do. cant find a job.
everyday slacking.
i've been waking up at 11 plus or 12 plus daily. sleeping at 11pm.
is like half of my life is on bed.

now that i've watched finished KO ONE. using computer has become boring too.
unless im addicted to a new show again.

gonna start sch real soon. and im still finding a job?LOL. i find it ridiculous, which employer would hire one month employee??
hais.
this sat church gonna be fun(((:
thurs going KBOX! yipppeee!

31. crisis of belief

2007-03-06T02:42:00.000+08:00

im not gonna make a thank-you list.
i find there are too many people to say thank you.
and too troublesome to type it out.
maybe when i've the free time(:

i have 4 jobs waiting for me to choose one.
BUT yesterday, i was so damn stressed out, confused, cannot decide.
should i work??
if i work, theres a high chance i cant go church.
but i really wanna go church.
BOOO!
this sat, theres an interview at 5pm and its at eunos.
i know, if i go for this interview, the next few weeks, i'll be missing from church.
and
if i go church, i know i wont be working till poly starts.

i still have 1 more day for me to decide.
sighs-.-

30. last episode of hana kimi(:

2007-03-05T15:00:00.001+08:00

first post for march 2007(:
kinda getting lazier each day.
ytd actually spent almost the whole day in my room sleep, it was like i woke up at 11 plus, use computer for less than an hour, and headed back to my room till 7 plus.
O GOD!

watched the last episode of hana kimi.
kinda sad it ended so fast. no more danson, jiro, wuzhun, ella):
but will be seeing danson again in the next series. summer x summer(((:
KO FAMILY is broadcasting in TW soon. can see JIRO and DANSON again.
but before watching KO FAMILY, gotta watch KO One(:
looks like got lots of series to watch. im so HIGH.

tomorrow gonna know whether i can get into NP BS course.
hope i do. im seriously getting very worried, aint wanna go to courses that i dun like.
must pray hard today.

29. new blogskin((:

2007-02-27T13:24:00.001+08:00

feb 14th was my last post i guess.
and today is 27 feb.
almost 2 weeks i din not blog. oops.
seriously, i find blogging a waste of time. and i dun understand why im still doing it?
arrgh! i sometimes feel like deleting my blog!

okay nvm about the blog stuff.
anyway today i woke up at 12 noon!!!
HAH (:
new layout for my blog! FAHRENHEIT<3
not to forget about hana kimi!
if u notice the nan xue zhang( the senior )

everyone is so crazy over wu zhun and jiro(includes me)
but im more crazy over danson tang((:

28. i've registered!

2007-02-14T08:45:00.001+08:00

i realise i still have to worry over the JAE posting results.
here are my choices:
1. business study-NP
2. information techn.-NP
3. multimedia& infocomm tech.-NYP
4. business somethin??.-NYP
5. ??? from NP
6. chemical process tech.-SP

cant remember the choices, but the first 2 is confirmed.
now just have to wait for the results. and yeah, hope i can get into BS. i know its a competitive one.
but i've no choice, i dun like lifescience.

went for shopping spree yesterday with gladys((:
bought a bag, one shorts, 2 tops(:
im not done yet, gg out again later((:
wahaha.

25- my results?

2007-02-11T01:47:00.000+08:00

everything is over(:
i need not fret over my results anymore.

the only thing i can say is that i qualify for JC, MI, POLY and ITE out of the 3 choices, poly is the only choice that will appear in all the 12 blanks, if you know what i mean. NP comes first, followed by SP, and then RP, and lastly NYP( due to loaction factor) but i seriously wanna get into NP. but i have limited choices, im in interested in media, but i cant reach the requirement. and media do not have much job prospective. so im now putting my choices mostly on business and info com.

i seriously gotta do some thimking. with only 3-4 days left for me to decide and go to the different poly for the JAE exercise.
time is seriously not enough.

todays church. one word: fun.
but my tummy hurts after eating steamboat ):

24. today is the day.

2007-02-09T09:24:00.001+08:00

9th feb, the BIG FRIDAY has come. i shall blog before going off to school to collect my results.
for the last few days or weeks, i fear nothing. but today, i actually feel nervous-.-
its normal lah, but i have this weird feeling of not doing well.
*smack head* i shouldnt be thinking so much.
enjoy the last few moments i have, before going sch crying in tears of JOY not ~~bitterness~~

till then, i'll be back after the results.
pray for me.

23. friday reults coming out.

2007-02-07T20:28:00.001+08:00

im so lazy to blog. gotta blog alot today.

lets start from sunday then. went sentosa with my girl-friendS that incldes arthur(:
met up at 11.30 i guess, kinda late lah. reach sentosa around 12 plus i think. but the journey to harbour front, was full of laughters. with gladys calling bangla. HAHA.

this time we took the mono-rail, if im not wrong. very cool, we took the green one i think.
and the pass is so nice

nice design yeah? i keep with me veryday in my wallet.

but i've trouble tapping my ez-link card=X

and this card brought problem for gladys, and marilyn in entering!

they simply cant tap, esp. marilyn. she had problem going in sentosa, and leaving sentosa!

the day was simply windy, the water was extremely cold. with the wind blowing, OMG!
the sun came out only like 15 mins, so i only had 15 mins of sun-tanning):

i always cant find the right time o sun-tan, maybe i shld go round june, summer time. LOL,
i could just get skin cancer=X

we buried boon sian and syaz(:

on the way home, we were gossiping! oops, i know we shldnt, but we cant help it=P

photos taken on that day

at last im so done with the pics(;

enjoy.

moving on to tues.

eilizabeth crash MI, haha. we met up super early, like 6.30. reach sch around 7. jondave brought his guitar and we sang christians songs, how cool yeah. but sadly i only know a few. liz by short, went to the toilet to hide first before going to classes. she came for my chinese lesson together with gladys, obvious that she skipped her class. haha.

after MT lessons, i was supposedly to go for geog, but ended up in orchard. haha.

first time skip class, oops=X

shall not say bout anyone=X

im a good girl.

2 days till my results is out!
OMG!!!

i know its no use to pray now, but i still have to.

and pple out there, pray for me as well. LOL.

22. GP just suck lah.

2007-02-01T16:46:00.001+08:00

GP just suck like hell. for goodness, the teacher is like giving us attitude. as you know, its usually the other way round where the students would give teacher attitude. but this time round its like the oter way round. todays GP lesson was so horrible. it was meant for watching videos, but we ended up getting scolded by him, for not paying attentionm and not responding. i know its like our fault, but pleaseee, the video is so boring, just a lil more, it will put me to SLEEP. and hell, he asked me to paraphrase what someone said, and i was not up to it, and he just go on saying US not paying attention. i cant carry on with his lesson, he does not go with the syllabus in the first place, he is like going his way. its OFF-TRACK. way off!

enough of all these complainings.
chem test today, was rather okay.

did i mention i was being scolded for not attending school on monday and tuesday?

getting back out results like next week?
its so fast. its like ytd i just taken my great big Os, and next week im taking back the results already.
i have to pray even more sincerely now.
*cross fingers*

21- withdrawing from MI

2007-01-29T10:55:00.001+08:00

1 week since i last post. computer broke down suddenly. was sent for repair, and its okay now.

today is monday, and the time now is 10.50am. shouldnt i be in school by now, having my boring lesson time?
i decided to withdraw from MI, though seriously i miss my class of 07S6 loads. but i cant stand the lessons in MI, teachers either teach too fast, or give attitude, and i seriously dun like the teaching style in MI.

1 week till resultes are out, im kinda feeling okay, not yet anxious or afraid, thought there is a lil.
sall not think about it.

since im not goin back to MI, maybe i shld start finding a job, and earn money to buy my stuff.

friday, went to NYP open house. im totally not interested in any course there. went with gladys syaz, and church friends.

oops, i took the picture of a happy family on the left you are seeing.

haha. gladys, dun kill me.

20- i feel terrible

2007-01-22T20:37:00.000+08:00

i could just be lying in my coffin, after PE lessons.
ran 3 rounds around the track, 5bx, nearly cost my 16 years of life.
thinking that my stamina drop SUDDENLY? thats part of it, but not alot.
the main reason was because of my damn blocked nose, that prevent me from breathing in fresh air.
i was the last 2 to come back)):

i feel so sick the whole day, but my eye-candy make me feel so much more better.
i saw eye-candy so many times!! haha.

o yeah, yawen is my new girl-friend(((((((:

19- church.

2007-01-21T13:12:00.000+08:00

ngee ann poly open house, was rather okay. din manage to tour the whole sch, esp. the sch of FMS:((
saw nazreen dj competition, her tounge twister was so fast. and yeah she got third.

intend to go out after the open house ytd, but din manage to find anyone out. so just went to gladys church.
the people there were super friendly. their church and the church i use to go with my mum is totally different. maybe cos my mum goes to church where it consist of more middle-aged pple, who could hardly stand loud music, and there is no cell grp in my mums church, only sunday classes.
oh well, new experience. im going down again next sat, so gotta change my appointment.

i've got lots of hmwrk to rush. and tmr sch ends at 6.30
damn it!
i wanna PON.( im falling sick soon)

to shaz(:

thanks for your nice message for me in your blog(:
to clarify, im not jealous! okay, maybe a lil.
chnge to a new eye-candy? NOPE
i believe that one fine day he will quit smoking.
*cross-fingers*
and its really very hard to find a new one either.
me, as a second-hand smoker would die faster than him lah.

18- terrbly disappointed:((

2007-01-17T17:35:00.000+08:00

okay,im in no mood after receiving a sms from dexian. im terribly disppointed with him. Looks can be so deceiving. Behind those angelic face, hides another face of his.

class was alright, love my class of 07S6<3333.
super funny in making fun of teachers and also some fellow class-mate. i suddenly feel so bad. ohwell, we sometimes have to add some spices in our lives, or it will be boring.
i've got tons of hmwrk to be completed, especially CHEMISTRY, i gotta admit, im starting to hate chem. but im in love with maths.

17- new friends!

2007-01-15T19:41:00.000+08:00

yeah yeah yeah, another day has past. mslim. ask for MC to be given today. but i pretended not to hear, but i do admit shes rather forgettful: )))) hope she doesnt come chasing after me tmr!* crosses fingers*

today lesson ended damn late, 6.30pm. and the last period was PE, but since we got time-table only today, we only went for 30mins PE, just walking 2 rounds around the track.
though the day was long, but my class-mates i SUPER funny and friendly esp. linghui, shes so hyper even in the afternoon. breaks were placed after every lessons, OMG!! thats why we are ending so late.

din get to see RA today : ((((((((

tmr's a brand new day. whole new starting!

41 students come together bause of FATE

16. swollen face. ARGH.

2007-01-12T15:32:00.000+08:00

i skipped school today due to my swollen face which is slightly pain. so i've missed the home tutor period today:(
and im sad about it, missed a chance of making new friends. oh well, what can i say now.
so the past few hours i've been rotting at home, hope the swell will subside by monday.

but during the last few days i get to know some friends. lets see who i can remember?
yawen, ling hui, huihui, laila, nadiah. sheryl. they are obviously more. gonna get their contacts on monday if there is home tutor period.

and yeah, i've found his(for those who know) friendster profile, added him, now im waiting for him to accept :)))))
what a special name he has that makes it super easy to find. HAHAHAHA.